Can You Help Me My Best Friend

Please you can understand
For you are the only one
I am alone all alone
Can you set me anew
Life is meant to be lived once
But I turn and look back
So many times,
A new story everytime
A new clock everytime
set me anew again
Turn the dials and turn it again
See if I can have it again
For years I have erred
Sometimes I was a failure
To finish off with tears
This time I am winning
Yet I can't smile
I can't be happy again
Smile is what I want again
Can you reset me again
For in my smiles
I am not happy still
One more clock for them all
I don't wanna lie this time
I just wanna smile this time
Everyone is meant to live once
For in one life
I have lived many lives......