The Sound

A strange sound

Like the songs of a bird

Of the myriad realms, unknown

Strange and rare it is

For years go by and I can't remember

The sound as it was

Now lost and long gone

Still I remember the feeling

For it used to make me happy

But it is long gone like the words of wisdom

Like the love of a child

Like the care of a mother

Like the wind that carries love

It is gone

It is gone

It is long gone

But still I remember

The feeling of it all

The sound that was mine

The sound we call a laugh......

It's gone, It's gone

The sound of my laugh

The Coin

The Coin
I don't know why

It happens to me only

words that should bring joy

they do nothing but make me cry

when they stopped saying things

i heard the voice that wasn't

i heard the sound that wasn't

but with all the pain that was to come

i had no fear of them

for it is a habit for me now

for i have no fear now

i have been hurt so often

that pain holds no meaning

not for me now

for stange it is

they say happiness and sadness

are the faces of the same coin

so what should i believe now

has the mathematician's formula gone wrong

or should I believe something has

gone wrong with my fate

for never matter how many times

the coin is tossed

i keep getting the same one....

Forgot to love

I forgot to love.......

One day I woke up
and found the answers
and found the reason
for even with so much love
why i was so still
the world around me
strangely turned it's back
i was sad as sad
as can be
and it was all
happening to me
for in all my love
i forgot to love
I loved the oceans
and I loved the sea
I loved the sky and
I loved the thought to fly
with so much love in me
i still forgot to love
the one thing i failed
i failed to see
that i forgot to love
the happiness in me
so it left to see
what i make of me
when there like a great tree
sadness settled in me
now i miss it most
even in the frost
or it be the sunlight
which too gives me a fright
that i failed to see
it's importance for me
as I forgot to love
the happiness in me
but now i can see
how far from the love
I can be
and still the happiness
came back to me
I got used to it
and forgot to love
to love it again
and so i found
the nature of me
to give up of ignorance
what's dearest to me
and finally i failed again and again
and it left me again
to never be seen again
to leave me wanting again
to leave me feeling alone again
so i am left alone again
left feeling alone again
for with all my love
i forgot to love
love the happiness in me.......

She Never Understands
I love her so much,
She never understands,
The way I look at her,
Can't she see at all,
The way I feel her feels,
Can't she feel at all,
I can't say what I hold,
In my heart for her,
Can't she say it all,
When the breath of flowers,
Blows through the wind of valleys,
I love her,
Love her I have,
And I can't stop it,
Can't she love me at all,
I can see it in her eyes,
The same fear,
The clinging thought,
The feeling that steals away,
The moment that was ours,
Please can't you express it at all,
We spend time together,
And I feel so much love,
I feel my heart will explode,
From all the love,
But still she can't understand at all,
From heavens they say angels come,
I don't feel their need at all,
In all heavens you can't find one,
Not for me who loved will be more,
Can't you see my love is taking it all,
Flying away with the thought,
Thought only of you,
But can't you see at all,
It's all for you,
Only you..... Only you.....

Lost love

Why Don't You Understand
My love please
Look at me this way
I don't have it in me
To say what I have to say
Never matter what you see
But please look at me this way
I like you so much
For liking is what's necessary
Taught I was when I was but a kid
Like you more than the stars
That a kid who looks at them
More than the heart that
Beats when a lover touches the other
More than the life
That the man who is dying
But my love please
Look at me this way
Everytime you pass
I draw the strings that move
My brain to come up
With just a cause
To talk to you
To tell you
To ask you just once
To look at me this way.....
My lover please....
Look at me this way.....