Misconcept

Misconcept

We walked together down the street
together like nothing could cause a wall
I was filled with happiness
glee without peak
I spoke my heart out
telling as I have never told before
the silence told me of the attention I had
I told all that was there to be told
the silence told me of the attraction
I told my thoughts my words
the silence told me of the interest
i was telling of how they used to ignore....
realised it was the same
the silence that was so many things
that was good and beautiful
suddenly raised it's head like a snake
realised it wasn't attention,
wasn't attraction, wasn't interest
but like any other day it was just
it was just the painful ignorance
I turned to the side and saw
I was walking alone
I tried to look back and it was blurred
and then to me it occured
in me so consumed to tell of myself
I forgot to look out for my happiness
and it left, and left me alone
with no one left to turn to
no memory and no friend
and then I realised the single truth
the more I spoke of myself, for myself
the clearer I became about me
so clear the image became
that everything around was blurred
so the more I spoke of myself, for myself
the unhappier I became.....
the lonelier I became.....